Category Archives: Survivors

“John Todd” (Lance Collins)

Audio recordings on Youtube of John Todd (Lance Collins)…

Every man in the Council of Foreign Relations, and every man in the TriLateral Council believes that Lucifer is god supreme, has declared it, has taken a vow of secrecy, and has dedicated his life to seeing that ‘Adam’ chains the world.


Dungeon Vatican Rituals at Satan’s Altar – Joanna
By Greg Szymanski

Joanna spent time as child in the dungeons of the Vatican, attending rituals of torture at the altar of the devil.

Joanna of Florida comes forward, saying she was a “blood liner”, born into the French House of the Illuminati, her exact placement in the worldwide cult being in the spiritual sector.

“I was born into a multigenerational family that one side was Masonic and on the other Illuminati. My family were members of the DAR, referred to as bluebloods,” said Joanna in an extended conversation from her Florida home, having finally rid herself of the Illuminati influence.

“Most of my childhood was spent in training and grooming, and I attended rituals at the Vatican, in a sub basement, where I was used as an ‘oracle’. The militia I was involved with was connected to a Masonic group and my childhood was almost all training for the Illuminati and intense military type training for the militia. Extreme torture was used to form what is known as alters, with amnesia barriers that kept me from knowing that I was a slave for these cults…”

Read more at Woman Claims Time In Vatican Dungeon Satanic Rituals.

“Svali” – Illuminati trainer

Illuminati children are taught to kill by Svali
from Svali speaks – Part 16 – Lone Gunmen

People do not suddenly become killers.It is a learned process to overcome the natural horror of killing other human beings, a process begun in earliest childhood by the Illuminati. You have to force a child to kill.

Here is how it is done (how it was done to me): [1] When the child is 2 years old, place them in a metal cage with electrodes attached. Shock the child severely. [2] Take the child out, and place a kitten in its hands. Tell the child to wring the kitten’s neck. The child will cry and refuse. [3] Put the child into the cage, and shock them until they are dazed and cannot scream any more. [4] Take the child out, and tell them again to wring the kitten’s neck. This time the child will shake all over, cry, but do it, afraid of the torture. The child will then go into the corner and vomit afterwards, while the adult praises them for “doing such a good job.”

This is the first step. The animals get bigger over time, as the child gets older. They will be forced to kill an infant at some point, either a set up or VR, or in reality. They will be taught by age 9 to put together a gun, to aim, and fire on target and on command. They will then practice on realistic mannikins. They will then practice on animals. They will then practice on “expendables” or in VR. They will be highly praised if they do well, and tortured if they don’t comply.

The older the child or teen, the more advanced the training. By age 15, most children will also be forced to do hand to hand combat in front of spectators (high people who come to watch the “games” much as the ancient gladiators performed). These matches are rarely done to the death, usually until one child goes down. They use every type of weapon imaginable, and learn to fight for their lives. If a child loses a fight, they are heavily punished by their trainer, who loses “face”. If they win, they are again praised for being “strong’ and adept with weapons. By the time they are 21, they are well trained combat/killing machines with command codes to kill and they have been tested over and over to prove that they WILL obey on command. This is how children in the German Illuminatiare brought up, I went through it myself.

Q: Svali, you said earlier that a ‘halt’ program is one of the first programs installed in children. What exactly does it consist of? Is it just a code word, or a more complicated process?

A: Svali: Normally, the halt program is a code that freezes the child or adult in their tracks. It is a combination of numbers, such as “354″ (not a real one, just similar as an example), or a german word and number combination.

All children will try to hurt their trainers back, it ALWAYS happens, at a very young age. The part of them that tried to do the hurting (usually a protector) will be severely punished, with imprisonment and isolation, or being beaten, or shocked, or a combination to teach them not to do this.

The halt command will then be put in under hypnosis, while drugged, after extreme trauma. The alter with the command is told to come out INSTANTEOUSLY on hearing it, and to freeze the body with no movement; the person is told that if they fail to do this, many more torture sessions will follow as punishment. It is reinforced frequently over time.

Read more at the Svali Speaks website. Some comments:

I never could understand how the world we live in has become so cruel.. until this interview. I see how the evil grows and how it perpetuated itself into our lives< with all the higher-ups are being part of it, even though sometimes an unwilling part. The only question I have left is : how it came to be at all from the beginning? Is it part of human nature or has it been brought to our planet from somewhere else???
~ from

  • These people need to be stopped. This needs to stop.
  • They are not Satanic, they are Luciferian… there is a difference.
  • In Europe there are 12 “fathers” who represent the nations of Europe, which they call “houses”.
  • I had to swear my allegiance to “He who is to come.”

At one point, it was feared that Svali was no longer alive, but in the video, SVALI 2013 – latest evidence – Illuminati can’t find her!!! at

A surprise discovery in web analytics strongly suggests that the Illuminati can’t find Svali and that they are trying to harass her from a distance – via the web. So she and her family must be safe and well. Wonderful news for good people of all faiths – we’ll show your the evidence – pass it on!

Message from Svali to all trapped members of the Illuminati who can no longer bear it and want to get out:


Carolyn Hamlett

Interview with Carolyn Hamlett, a former “Illumined One”

Carolyn comes from a bloodline of generational illuminists. As a result, she was born right into the Luciferian agenda for the last days. Only by the grace and repeated direct intervention of Jesus Christ has she been able to arrive at this point in her life. She speaks not because she wants attention, but because she feels a responsibility and call to do so. She is joining us to begin a series of programs during which we are going to be discussing her testimony. She will undoubtedly share many things that will shock you, stretch you, and frankly blow your mind. However, in the end, it is our goal that the true accounts that she will relay will empower you with both knowledge and faith.

Illuminati Pedophilia – A Victim’s Memoir

What I remember most about this possible underground facility is seeing children in cages…kept like animals. Most of them were about my age…

One more child was brought in to show me “how normal” it was for children to do sexual things with grown men.


Carolyn’s Blog:

“Brice Taylor” (Sue Ford)

Brice Taylor, former CIA mind control victim, names the high profile perp abusers from her past. Her book is Thanks for the Memories in honor of her handler, Bob Hope. Here is the book’s table of contents:

Foreword by Walter Bowart: Thanks for the Memmemmormee!? …… 7
Historical Overview: Mind Control in the Modern Context…….12
Project Monarch: Nazi Mind Control by Ron Patton ……..14
Manufacturing the Mind Controlled Slave………25
Awakening to the Realities of Mind Control……..31
Authors’s Introduction…………..35

Chapter One: The Creation of Human Robot……….40
Chapter Two: Early Childhood Preparation ……..43
Chapter Three: We’re Off to See the Wizard……..57
Chapter Four: Uncle Charlie, Kissinger, Hope and their Little Puppet…..65
Chapter Five: Initiation into the Political Arena as a Sex Slave……..74
Chapter Six: JFK and the Sex Shuttle………83
Chapter Seven: All the way with LBJ……….92
Chapter Eight: Brain Surgery at UCLA took away my Father’s Free Will…96
Chapter Nine: They didn’t see me as Human………..99
Chapter Ten: Introduced to Governor Ronald Reagan …… 107
Chapter Eleven: Mind Control in the Prisons……….110
Chapter Twelve: Nixon, Kissinger, and International Business ……116
Chapter Thirteen: Bob Hope “Let me entertain you.”…….135
Chapter Fourteen: Parties at the Rockefellers………147
Chapter Fifteen: Hope and Kissinger Utilize the Kennedy Family….159
Chapter Sixteen: Viva Las Vegas …………163
Chapter Seventeen: The Rat Pack ………..171
Chapter Eighteen: Gerald Ford……….183
Chapter Nineteen: My Programmed Marriage – We’ve Only Just Begun ……186
Chapter Twenty: Jimmy Carter ………….189
Chapter Twenty-one: The Hollywood Connection……….190
Chapter Twenty-two: Prince Phillip, Prince Charles, and Princess Di …..203
Chapter Twenty-three: They Stole My Baby………..206
Chapter Twenty-four: USC: Higher Education or Mind Control……208
Chapter Twenty-five: Baby Monarchs are Born……..215
Chapter Twenty-six: Dodger Diamonds……….239
Chapter Twenty-seven: Education 2000……….243
Chapter Twenty-eight: Reagan, Kissinger, Bush and More Horrors ……247
Chapter Twenty-nine: Back to the Future………255
Chapter Thirty: UCLA Neuropsychiatric Institute……….264
Chapter Thirty-one: Weaponry Technology of the Future …….268
Chapter Thirty-two: Robot Breakdown………..274
Chapter Thirty-three: Bill Clinton and Hillary………277
Chapter Thirty-four: Excuse Me, I Would Like My Life Back……..280
Chapter Thirty-five: Secret Societies ………296
Chapter Thirty-six: The Council’s Plan………..299
Chapter Thirty-seven: What the World Needs Now……..308
Chapter Thirty-eight: A Mother and Grandmother’s Sorrow ……..316
Epilogue ……………..321

Survivor Resources…………325
Suggested Reading…………325

Cathy O’Brien

Cathy O’Brien

Child victim of the illuminati mind-control sex slave program, Cathy was used for decades as a “presidential model”, drug courier and international message bearer. She was required to service U.S. presidents, vice-presidents, senators, top military officials, and notables in the entertainment industry.

Survivor turned whistleblower, Cathy’s books are: TranceFormation of America and Access Denied. She has astonishing tales to tell of those who are still in public office in Washington, D.C., those who have recently left, and those who aspire to public office in the near future and some who have died. Cathy has recovered and offers tools for healing in her book, Access Denied.

“Mary Ann”

Interview from July 18, 2011 with “Mary Ann” (Illuminati Defector), by Henry Makow

“Mary Ann” says that 80-90% of the U.S. House of Representatives and 100% of the Senate are members of the Illuminati, as well as the Supreme Court judges and the Executive Branch. You just don’t get into positions of importance without those connections.

Sister Charlotte Keckler – life in a convent

Confessions of an ex-Roman Catholic Nun: Sister Charlotte Keckler

A comment at YouTube:

I am a Psychiatric Nurse Practitioner and have worked in Corrections, Forensics and with Personality Disorders for almost twenty years.  I can tell you without a doubt that Sister Charlotte is speaking the truth.  One of the tell tell signs is one; the speed at which she talks, and how she constantly diverts the subject to something of greater detail such as how straps were tied and held her in a specific manner or how much suffering it caused, and then goes back and picks up where she was and continues the story.  Also there is never a pause while she’s talking, she doesn’t have to review what she’s about to say to make certain it doesn’t conflict with something she’s already said, also is how she’ll begin to describe what obviously is different acts of sexual abuse but then will stop and not be anymore descriptive in detail, the reason is because it was humiliating and she doesn’t want to relive the unnecessary details when the listener will understand by what she’s already said.  Someone deceiving you will repeatedly go out of there way to convince you by expanding upon something gruesome by including all the detail to shock and disgust the listener in to believing.  Nope she’s been there and this was real.  Also remember, look at when she was born, 1889, this occurred around 1907-1930’s, and once joined she was shipped over to Europe to some isolative convent where she was totally isolated from any possibility of every obtaining help, or even being able to speak the language of the country she was in.   Nope if anything she’s passed up a lot of the gruesome details, the rapes, sodomies, S&M and God only knows what other acts committed against her by the priests and other nuns.  Undoubtedly they were made to commit acts with each other at first to help some poor soul out of purgatory and later out of fear for themselves if they dare refuse.  The travesties alone this woman saw committed could fill a book by itself!